education, deep knowledge, and being smart are wht it takes to be succeed... is it? well.. its true i suppose. without education, we wont get a good job. when we didnt get a good job. how we suppose to get support our family and repay our parent. so, i need to work hard and try to do my best.

but...it just so frustrating when u not bright as other kids. getting A's, medal, and compliment for your accomplishment. i got none of it. sad but true. this make my parent feel dissapointed at me. but, they didnt noe, how more dissapointed am i towars my own self. its hurts and ashamed when i see people getting good marks at school and me? none. there many times i almost give up and just don wanna care anymore... however, as i about to give up, i realize that not everything lucky, not everyone bright. so, i must be good at something else if its not education. SO... nowadays, i didnt evaluate or saying myself that i'm stupid, nowadays, wht i do is, i say to myself... come on akmar, if u dont get a good marks, its ok. u try your best. there are more thing for u to do and if u think u good at other things, go for it. don hold yrself back just because u didnt get good marks or medal. so, now, i living. HARD BUT LIFE MUST GO ON.