I been thinking a lots bout my gym membership. i not sure whether i want to continue the membership or not. A lots of thing seem to be uncertain for now. I wish to go holiday with my fabs also are not fulfill coz of lack of money. In 2008 i had make a few dumb decision for certain things. I make decision too sudden without giving myself a time to think throughly. result... i get scam n now i have to think how to get money to pay for certain stuff everytime. arghhh.... its tiring...
I thought of going to ipoh to see my soulmate kani also been delay since i don have the money to do so. Things are just so difficult right as i'm broke. CLASSIC!!! actually.. i kinda regretted for not working or doing internship during my holiday. Again... DUMB ME. arghh... but... its all too late right now.. coz, i gonna start my new sem soon. AND WELCOME BACK TO REALITY MS.CONFUSE. i guess the nickname suit as i 'm always confuse in what i suppose to do. freaking me. :( however.. rite now... i just hope that everything will get better and i can go to ipoh to see my soulmate b4 my class started. :)
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
My first post in 2009 :D
U all noe wht? when i created this blog i don really noe what i gonna do about it? Since i not the type of people that like to write their life experience in internet and let everyone see it. But, somehow i just do it. Against my believe and what i like to do. And here i'm writing anything that possible for me to share with whoever interested to read :).
2009? its almost a month since 2009 arrive. Times sure flies freaking fast. And next month, on 16 Feb, i gonna start my 3rd year of degree. argh!!! the closer its get, the scarier it become. I feel happy and excited for being able to proceed to year 3. But, at the same time I'm very scared of what gonna happen later. Coz, i wanted a degree badly this year and i cant accept it if anything bad happen. OH PLEASE YA ALLAH. GRANT ME A DEGREE... amin. This 3rd year of degree i been waiting for so long. the year that gonna bring me closer to my degree/success/happy smile on my parents. I really need this badly. Not just for the sake of finishing the degree or for myself, but for the sake of my parents that work hard for almost the rest of their life to provide me a good education. SO, this year i gonna work harder than i ever be before. No more playing and no more relaxing. I really hope me myself could motivate and remind myself to not 'lalai' in doing all this. Since i know my own self that is sometimes 'hangat hangat tahi ayam'.
If i able to get a degree this year... my parents burden will be less. As its my sisters turn to get one. i really hope everything turn out well and everything will fall into the places that they should me. AMIN TO THAT. :)
As for my plan in 2009, hmm... nothing much. Just plan to do well in my study and get a degree and also learn more about photography. I don have so much vision, but i have dream, a dream that one day i can open my own photo studio with my own concept that different from others. But, i not just day dreaming or anything, coz, i gonna make it a dream come true. Just wait and see. ;p
2009? its almost a month since 2009 arrive. Times sure flies freaking fast. And next month, on 16 Feb, i gonna start my 3rd year of degree. argh!!! the closer its get, the scarier it become. I feel happy and excited for being able to proceed to year 3. But, at the same time I'm very scared of what gonna happen later. Coz, i wanted a degree badly this year and i cant accept it if anything bad happen. OH PLEASE YA ALLAH. GRANT ME A DEGREE... amin. This 3rd year of degree i been waiting for so long. the year that gonna bring me closer to my degree/success/happy smile on my parents. I really need this badly. Not just for the sake of finishing the degree or for myself, but for the sake of my parents that work hard for almost the rest of their life to provide me a good education. SO, this year i gonna work harder than i ever be before. No more playing and no more relaxing. I really hope me myself could motivate and remind myself to not 'lalai' in doing all this. Since i know my own self that is sometimes 'hangat hangat tahi ayam'.
If i able to get a degree this year... my parents burden will be less. As its my sisters turn to get one. i really hope everything turn out well and everything will fall into the places that they should me. AMIN TO THAT. :)
As for my plan in 2009, hmm... nothing much. Just plan to do well in my study and get a degree and also learn more about photography. I don have so much vision, but i have dream, a dream that one day i can open my own photo studio with my own concept that different from others. But, i not just day dreaming or anything, coz, i gonna make it a dream come true. Just wait and see. ;p
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