U all noe wht? when i created this blog i don really noe what i gonna do about it? Since i not the type of people that like to write their life experience in internet and let everyone see it. But, somehow i just do it. Against my believe and what i like to do. And here i'm writing anything that possible for me to share with whoever interested to read :).
2009? its almost a month since 2009 arrive. Times sure flies freaking fast. And next month, on 16 Feb, i gonna start my 3rd year of degree. argh!!! the closer its get, the scarier it become. I feel happy and excited for being able to proceed to year 3. But, at the same time I'm very scared of what gonna happen later. Coz, i wanted a degree badly this year and i cant accept it if anything bad happen. OH PLEASE YA ALLAH. GRANT ME A DEGREE... amin. This 3rd year of degree i been waiting for so long. the year that gonna bring me closer to my degree/success/happy smile on my parents. I really need this badly. Not just for the sake of finishing the degree or for myself, but for the sake of my parents that work hard for almost the rest of their life to provide me a good education. SO, this year i gonna work harder than i ever be before. No more playing and no more relaxing. I really hope me myself could motivate and remind myself to not 'lalai' in doing all this. Since i know my own self that is sometimes 'hangat hangat tahi ayam'.
If i able to get a degree this year... my parents burden will be less. As its my sisters turn to get one. i really hope everything turn out well and everything will fall into the places that they should me. AMIN TO THAT. :)
As for my plan in 2009, hmm... nothing much. Just plan to do well in my study and get a degree and also learn more about photography. I don have so much vision, but i have dream, a dream that one day i can open my own photo studio with my own concept that different from others. But, i not just day dreaming or anything, coz, i gonna make it a dream come true. Just wait and see. ;p
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