Its a very stressfull and challenging year for me n people around me. SO MANY obstacles that we have to go through in order to mature or to learn. Some things can be fix and somethings need to do alots of works or just unfixable. Its easy to just give up and blame it on god and fate. But in reality, things didnt work that way. We already start strugling for our life even when we in our mother womb. and once we get out from there, its will greater challenges that will be up to us on how we want to accept all the challenges. Its tiring when our life are full of dramas, but, hey... who are we to escape all that drama. sometimes we just need to accept things.
However, its easier to say than done. Doing is different things. I in my final sem and wanted to do my very best. but, things that happen around me right now really effects me alots. I hated it when i hear my mother sighing and asking why does it happen, when its gonna be over and all. whenever she does that, all the strength that i try to build inside me just crash. its really heartbreaking to see your parents suffer at their old age and to worse things is when we as child, can do anything about it. I love my parent very much. Eventhough i have alots arguments with them. But, i never forget what they already done for me.
What i feeling right now is so unexplainable. its just so difficult to explain as it have mix of everything. sometimes i'm sad. sometimes i'm happy. and sometimes, i don think anything matter anymore. i'm so twisted.
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