Its really hard to be apart from somebody we love so much so suddenly. without a word.. without a warning.. its teaches us alots in how to appreciate things and people around us. but apart from that, i also cant imagine how the person that had to suddenly leave feel right now. Its must be a big impact, suffering for something that what we call mistakes. Never ever i imagines life can be like this... things that are just so small can become so big. forcing people to do things that they don wanna do. odd things, bad things, stupid things. But... what can be say or done when things just happen?