Things are getting harder for me and family these days. Tragedy occur which leads to many pains and tears. never thought we have to go through this kind of test from god. its too hard to handle too painful to heal. no words can describe how much each of us is suffering right now. especially the one that we love the most. life been so mean right now, but i try not to blame its on life, fate, or god. Well... do i have right to do so? coz i'm not a good muslim to begin with. Even to ask help or forgiveness from god right now seem too late. But, what else can i do other than berserah. Everything is in god hand right now. What can be done here is only trying to do the best and be strong for your loves one. Even how numb your heart feel right now, thats the only things that can be done. Just pray and hope loves one will be protected and bless. Hope for a good comeback. Money can be find, but.. love and family cant be replace. Nothing. How ignorance i may seem, only god knows what inside.